1. How does your boyfriend rank in kissing?
Erm...I don't have a boyfriend...But if I did, he would be damn good after all our practice *beam*

2. What have you learned about serious relationships?
That there will always be uncertainty. No matter how serious a relationship, when circumstance happens the relationship can go either way.

3. Do you think opposites attract?
I think they do because most people feel a need to make up for the things they lack but these sorts of attractions don't last very long. Eventually real life will make you realise that the very thing you were once so attracted to has become repulsive.

4. What's the relationship you have with your current date?
Erm...I'd come up with a witty response but at this time of year it's depressing, so I'm just gonna say that I don't have a date thus the relationship is non-existent.

5. Would you want a big family someday?
Not really. I prefer a small family but I will definitely have lots of dogs.

6. What would you most like to change about yourself, if anything?
I'd like to be able to focus better. I have a very short attention span and though some people may be able to channel that disadvantage into creative energy, I can not. All I get out of this disability is half stories. I need to learn to focus....

7. What's your ideal date?
One where I learn something while still having an enjoyable time. The time, the place, the ambience, it all doesn't really matter as long as we can talk.

8. What's your date like?
My date needs to be smart. He has to be able to stimulate me in the non-sexual sense before he can stimulate me in that other sense.

9. Do you agree that love stops you from thinking reasonably?
I dunno. I like to think that hormones is what stops me from thinking reasonably and that love is a whole lot more rational, a whole lot more in-control of things.

10. What's the craziest thing that you have ever done for love?
Letting him in. I know...Mundane as it sounds, at the moment, the craziest thing I have done and would do for love is to let the person into my life.

11. Torn between love and your career. What would you choose?
I've never been in that position before because I'm not exactly on the career path yet. Maybe ask me this question again in a year.

12. Do you think it's hard work being a girl?
No, not really. In this time and age, being a girl is no longer the main worry. It's more about being a human being. Ya, we still need to know how to look good and cook and love kids but now expectation is on the men as well. Modern day society has shifted and the gender bias card hardly comes up anymore, not that it doesn't but it's hardly an issue anymore. What is is how we function as humans. How we, as individuals, count success. Trying to be a useful human being is hard work.

13. Do you think love is a fantasy?
Love is a fantasy when you don't have it. It becomes a reality when you're in it...I dunno. I prefer reality to fantasy. It's so much more unexpected and sometimes disappointing but at least it's real. I want my love to be a reality...For it to feel real rather than having my fantasies realised. I think I'm not answering the question...Someone needs to help me define 'fantasy'.

14. Would you give up your dreams for your true love?
If I have already met my true love, I think he would be a part of my dreams. Wait, by 'dreams' do you mean 'ambitions'? If it's 'ambitions' then it would depend on where I am in life. If I'm just starting out in my career life then I think I shouldn't give up on my quest for life's "true meaning" for my life's "true love". Ok...I'm not making sense. Let me make things a bit clearer. I won't know exactly what I'll do if I'm ever faced with a situation like such but if I am, inevitably it would depend on where my priorities lie. If it's my man or my career, ultimately they both affect my future and thus my dreams.

15. Define friendship.
Friendship is the fond relationship between two people drawn together by circumstance and kept together by love.

16. What are you afraid of?
I think I've answered this question quite a few times this year already. I fear lizards, exploding things, and being the last person left on earth.

17. In your opinion, why would women want to be skinny?
I think the people who are still trying to be skinny didn't get the latest memo from Hollywood. Update people, "skinny" is so out. "Healthy" is the new "skinny".

18. What mistake do you think women make in relationships?
The mistake of expectation. We tend to make plans and when they aren't fulfilled our expectations are crushed along with our spirit, along with the relationship. And by "we" I mean "me".

19. Is there anything you just don't get about guys?
How clueless they can be sometimes.

20. Last question, what do you look for in a guy?
Wow...So many things but right now I must say, being smart is a definite plus point.

I lost my voice.......

I laid off spicy foods, I laid off fried foods, I didn't have iced/cold drinks, I bought Difflam, and my greatest sacrifice to date, I laid off alcoholic drinks even though they came free.

Blady hell! This is so unfair...Now I'm stuck at home on a Saturday night...

So I'm gonna splash this page with my (and some other people's) shameless cam-whore antics because I'm too sick (and bored) to bother about the people who might judge me. Please don't judge me.

This is my friend, Li Yen. When we aren't bitching about people we know or pouring our hearts out to each other, we cam-whore.

This is my friend, Becky. She calls herself Wacky Beckie with good reasons.
This is my friend, Ally. She's the sweetest of us all. Sometimes, she meets us at our side...
This is my friend, Erin. We don't need photographers.
This is my friend Julie. We use props...A lot of the time...
This is me. I don't mind taking photos without anyone else in them.
Now go away or I'll be forced to slap you like the person who slapped me and thought it funny to take a photo of me then.I kid...

*Edited

What a weird morning...

I woke up late, left the house late, had to turn back halfway coz I forgot my phone, and I still got to the LRT station on time. There was no one waiting in the toilet that's usually crowded, no one on the train fighting for a seat ala Musical Chairs. I had steaming-hot porridge and bubbling-hot coffee for breakfast and still I got onto the LRT without breaking a sweat.

It's a weird morning...

So anyway, you know the windowed ends of the LRT trains that are damn nice to stand at coz of the flat covered surface area? It's good for leaning on while staring out into the erm...outside of the train. So this guy was standing there, he had his newspaper spread out in front of him. This pissy looking lady walks in at the next station, goes up beside him like she knew him, said "Ahem, excuse me", squeezed by him, pushed her laptop bag beside him onto the flat surface thing/makeshift table, and when I thought she was going to step away, she stayed! Arms folded and feet tapping looking like she deserved to be there much more than he. Mind you that space was only big enough for one person, what more a person with his newspaper spread out in front of him. Poor guy...He looked so confused. And she was still looking pissy. And she wasn't hot. I mean, oklah there shouldn't be double standards for hot people but hot people look better doing bitchy things, therefore less infuriating.

So yea, it's a weird morning.

On a nicer, non-offensive note, I got my leave approved! Now it's just a matter of deciding where to go. So while I'm still in this holiday state of mind, let me share with you fun stories of stuff that happened on my past vacations. Stories of incidents that made the getaways that much more fun.

So during my trip to Langkawi, we went island hopping and the last stop was this gorgeous beach stretch but the stupid thing was, they brought us there during low tide. Idiots. So after we were done doing our thing on the beach, I guess we went back to the pier earlier than the Boat-man expected coz he wasn't there. We were waiting around when this one particular male friend and I decided to go look again at the docked boats to double-check if any among them was ours. It was hard to tell coz all the boats looked somewhat similar. We were standing there on the elevated pier, peering at the covered boats when I yelled "Abang Boat" in a girly, sing-songy, flirty manner and then I floated away, out of sight of the many Abang Boats there while my one particular male friend stood there in shock and horror as they stared up at him. Amusing much.

And then there was this other time at Redang when we attempted to steal beer from the bar's beer keg. Not that we couldn't pay for it...The bar closed too early. And we were thirsty. And some smart dude brought a half bottle of Chivas. Not a full bottle, a half bottle. Slightly less than half in fact. Which we finished in an hour or two. Anyway, twas a failed attempt. The keg was locked. Boo!

Anyway, I'm bored of telling stories already so I'm stopping.