i'll be going to Singapore tomorrow with my family for a few days. got no more visiting to do i suppose...i should be feeling excited...think bout all the shopping i could do...why aren't i excited?? i've been wanting to go for crazy long just that i couldn't collect enough money and now that i'm finally going, everything's changed...

it's weird...i always thought that when you wait for something, the more you wait, the better it is when you finally get it...i've always believed in waiting. my motto is, "if you're not sure, just shut up and leave it alone". why? coz time seems to clarify things. time shows you the difference between your wants and your needs. time helps you to outweigh the good from the bad. time allows God to work instead of you.

but maybe there's an expiry date on anticipation...you wait and you wait and you wait without doin anything or acting on anything and then one day, you just bypass 'The Moment' totally unaware that things have suddenly changed...maybe for the better, maybe for the worst but definitely changed. how do you know when the right time is? is it possible to realise when change is happening and act on it to get a positive outcome?

word of the day : hey, let's get away