so i've become one of those people who let other people dictate their lives...
isn't it weird that pressure makes you perform better? i guess it's the fear of loss that drives people...
haven't been blogging for awhile coz i've been confused...confusion doesn't do well with blogging. how do you tell your life story when you yourself have no idea what's in your head...or have no idea how to arrange the content...
whatever...i'm still confused...
my new semester started 3 weeks ago. i've finally got all my subjects confirmed and i'm satisfied...i could be more satisfied but for now, i'm just satisfied...there's this one person in my class that's annoying every last vein in my body. everyday, my annoyance soars to a higher level. i'm not normally mean, but i really can't help it here...maybe i'm getting more cold hearted, maybe i'm easier to annoy now, or maybe he's just plain friggin ANNOYING!!
anyway, i take back what i said bout Sedaya not having any cute guys. i've been bumping into this guy at the cafeteria who looks like Josh Hartnet (!!!!)...deep breaths, people...JOSH HARTNET!!! he has that whole cool, quiet, bad boy thing down to an 'O'. serious shit...he's my McSteamy...
p/s: anyone up for shopping?
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here's something i've been thinking about...managed to work out this bit of confusion into something coherent but never managed to get an answer.
where's the line drawn between reasoning and denial?
i've always given people the benefit of the doubt, which is probably why i appear upbeat. but after all this while, could all my reasoning actually have been an escape from the truth? maybe that's why i don't question people...the whole ignorance thing.
are you confused? here's an example.
a stranger sitting at an opposite table appears to be taking a picture of you with his camera phone.
reasoning : he's just sms-ing but the screen's contrast is blocked out by the sun so he's holding the phone in a weird position
denial : he really is taking a picture of you but you can't confirm it so you ignore.
aih....this is really weird
isn't it weird that pressure makes you perform better? i guess it's the fear of loss that drives people...
haven't been blogging for awhile coz i've been confused...confusion doesn't do well with blogging. how do you tell your life story when you yourself have no idea what's in your head...or have no idea how to arrange the content...
whatever...i'm still confused...
my new semester started 3 weeks ago. i've finally got all my subjects confirmed and i'm satisfied...i could be more satisfied but for now, i'm just satisfied...there's this one person in my class that's annoying every last vein in my body. everyday, my annoyance soars to a higher level. i'm not normally mean, but i really can't help it here...maybe i'm getting more cold hearted, maybe i'm easier to annoy now, or maybe he's just plain friggin ANNOYING!!
anyway, i take back what i said bout Sedaya not having any cute guys. i've been bumping into this guy at the cafeteria who looks like Josh Hartnet (!!!!)...deep breaths, people...JOSH HARTNET!!! he has that whole cool, quiet, bad boy thing down to an 'O'. serious shit...he's my McSteamy...
p/s: anyone up for shopping?
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here's something i've been thinking about...managed to work out this bit of confusion into something coherent but never managed to get an answer.
where's the line drawn between reasoning and denial?
i've always given people the benefit of the doubt, which is probably why i appear upbeat. but after all this while, could all my reasoning actually have been an escape from the truth? maybe that's why i don't question people...the whole ignorance thing.
are you confused? here's an example.
a stranger sitting at an opposite table appears to be taking a picture of you with his camera phone.
reasoning : he's just sms-ing but the screen's contrast is blocked out by the sun so he's holding the phone in a weird position
denial : he really is taking a picture of you but you can't confirm it so you ignore.
aih....this is really weird
I'm up for shopping! Yup yup! me! :D..... Wait a minute, are we talking bout shopping as in shopping in a mall for clothes accessories and the likes or guy shopping? Cos you mentioned it directly after you talked about the Josh Hartnett lookalike. *look of utter confusion*
miss u homey!
ally: haha! i didn't realise...i meant real, material shopping. guy shopping somehow doesn't seem to work for me...can never spot any cute ones. when u're free, we'll shopping k =) got sooo many things i wanna buy!! can't wait for Forever 21 to open...real pretty clothes for reasonable prices *grin*
evermagic: miss u too babe!
Oh right! I knew that!*sheepish grin* Yupos! we definitely have to go shopping together aites... Maybe when I get my months salary can?Haha... Not much left of last months salary. Where's Forever 21? You can take me there then we can shop till our hearts r content :D
Miss you too Li Yen!!!
somehow guy shopping sorta attracted my attention lolz. my friend's bf is so cute. OMFG. can faint wei .. argh.. she's cool with me drooling slightly over him.. haha..
omg yen! stop drooling over your friend's bf!! that is so weird and unnatural!! i don't approve *shakes head disapprovingly* =P
ally: forever 21 is in 1u, new wing. girl, i seriously think there's something wrong with me. i can't seem to buy stuff. i have the money, but don't have the drive. GIRL! i've been buying earing after earing but can't seem to get anything else!! it's sickening...