i know it's been a long time...

yesterday was my last paper of the semester. it felt so great...
...to be able to wake up early in the morning but still have no little voice reminding you of unfinished work...to be able to sleep early as there are no longer needs to procrastinate...to be able to blog not because you need something to take your mind off assignments but just for the heck of it...to be able to eat properly as there is no longer anymore stress to catalyse bingeing...sigh...feels kinda weird....

i started working for my parents in the beginning of this week. my mom is such a menace! she hadn't touched any of her paperwork since i stopped working last year. my bro did a bit and then became a lazy shit...the amount of paperwork is insane...but i suppose it's better than that horrible data entry nonsense.

anyway, i've been thinking...is it possible that what we look for in a romantic partner is a person that enhances our weaker traits?
an outgoing person could be great with someone s/he could stay home with.
an independent person could find comfort in someone s/he could submit to.
a career driven person could find pride in someone who doesn't care for money or status.
a materialistic person could find gratification in a person who s/he is comfortable with just being simple.

maybe that's what they mean when they say "you complete me". you're a whole person because that special someone helped you to discover things that you thought were never there. maybe the whole notion that 'opposites attract' is somewhat true?

hehe...i understand it, i've experienced it, but i don't believe it. it's nice for a change but definitely not long term. how long do you think you can stand being with someone who constantly wants to stay home while you are dying to go out? eventually your prevalent nature will, well, prevail...right?

just so you know, i'm blogging for the heck of it...

word of the day : i'm so broke that i can't even pay attention