i just finished an assignment that's due tomorrow...

it's nearing 3am and i'm blogging...i've got a freakin long day tomorrow and i'm blogging at 3am...i haven't been blogging regularly for the past 2 months or so and i'm blogging now at 3am...

so you know what's b'zah?
i'm actually proud of my work...the words just flowed *grin*

but you know what else is b'zah?
i'm actually happy after 3 hellish weeks of depression and insecurity...ok lar...not happy "WOOHOO!" happy, but the "i'm actually proud of my work" happy.

but this is really b'zah!
i actually stayed in on a Friday night to change my bedsheets. no shit! i was at Ikano with my mommy that night and we bought a whole bunch of bedsheets from Aussino. NO SHIT! the discounts were insane...!! anyway, i was so excited bout the bedsheets that i stayed in, vaccumed my room, sorted out my dirty clothes, cleaned up my floor...NO SHIT!! i have proof...well, i have proof that i changed my bedsheets la...


but this is insanely b'zah!!
i actually wanted to go to last Sat's youth concert alone. i ended up going with a car-ful of people though...not that they wanted to go with me la. piss a$$es just needed transport...cis bedebah! it's about time for at least one of you to step up and be a man...fetch me! drive me!
so anyway, we reached the concert and i went about taking pictures like i was a pro...having this SLR-like Lumix FZ30 in my hands, i was set...funny how i have no idea what any of the functions mean...not so funny how one of the only pictures that came out nice was this one...and it's off center...and it's of people, not the concert...the hair's amusing as heck though =)


now this is completely b'zah...
i went to a Tangs sale, and bought nothing. i dragged a very reluctant brother into the Island Shop in 1u under the pretense that i wanted him to check out some insane bargains on the men's clothes but really, i wanted to see the heels at Tangs. 50%-70% off a HUGE selection of heels. the whole damn place was a mess of discount tags.......
my bro bought a pair of capris and i bought nothing...stupid....
p/s: that happened on Sunday i think. i went back today and got a cute pair of low-heeled sandal thingies

i lost my flashlight...

drew gave me this really nice LED (i think) flashlight a few weeks back. i thought i put it in the car's glove compartment but when i checked it last week, it wasn't there...where could it be? i did that whole trace-your-steps-back thing but couldn't find it.

sigh...i really liked it...

ever get that feeling of unsatisfaction that when you can't find something you're looking for, you ultimately feel compelled to find other stuff..? i did...i went around my whole house looking for that flashlight and when i couldn't find it, i started randomly rummaging through stuf. i dug through some of my old stuff that i stored and sealed away when i was redecorating my room. i came up with year books, keychains, rings...a Sally bobblehead figurine...

i guess it made me feel a bit better for losing the flashlight...

i feel empty...

maybe it's because i'm pampered...i dunno...i take my dinners pretty seriously. i like to have good dinners...i really don't care bout breakfast or lunch but dinners really REALLY matter to me...i had economy rice for dinner today...and yesterday...once is bad enough what more twice in a row! i feel so unsatisfied...so empty...*grumble grumble*

*this is Monday's post

yesterday was the best day of my life...

before leaving for Phuket, Andrew told me he'd get us Japan GT tickets for the weekend but until the day he left, there wasn't anymore talk bout it. i thought he probably forgot..nevermind la...it's in Sepang anyway. PANAS giler...

we go out on Friday after he comes back, tells me that his cousin got some free passes and gave him 2. woohoo!

Sunday is race day so right after church, we zoom zoom there. when we reached, his cousin met us at an obscure parking lot entrance to bring us in...guess what passes we got...PADDOCK! omg...!!! we could watch the race in an air-conditioned glass box. we could go to the roof and watch the race start and then see the cars go round the fun-accident-prone bends, we just had to go from one side of the roof to the other. and the best part, WE GOT TO GO IN TO THE PIT!!! OMG!!! you have no idea how exciting it was. before the GT cars raced, the formula cars raced so we got to walk around the pit and watch the engineers fix up the GT cars. noone asked us to leave, noone apprehended us for taking pictures, noone, nothing. we even went to the opposite side of the pit, onto the divider separating the track from the pit and stood like a meter away from the crazy loud formula cars during the race...i felt like i was invisible...it was the coolest feeling in the world!

View From The Pit
Rooftop

i should've known better...

had a presentation today about alternative newspapers. it was my first class of the morning so i had my early morning coffee fix before. dude...nerves and caffeine induced alertness really don't mix. REALLY. think pulpitations and shaking hands, caffeine induced. think cold sweat and jumbled thoughts, nervousness. CANNOT THINK STRAIGHT. sigh...but i guess it went well...there's no marks for this presentation so no worries =)