i lost my flashlight...

drew gave me this really nice LED (i think) flashlight a few weeks back. i thought i put it in the car's glove compartment but when i checked it last week, it wasn't there...where could it be? i did that whole trace-your-steps-back thing but couldn't find it.

sigh...i really liked it...

ever get that feeling of unsatisfaction that when you can't find something you're looking for, you ultimately feel compelled to find other stuff..? i did...i went around my whole house looking for that flashlight and when i couldn't find it, i started randomly rummaging through stuf. i dug through some of my old stuff that i stored and sealed away when i was redecorating my room. i came up with year books, keychains, rings...a Sally bobblehead figurine...

i guess it made me feel a bit better for losing the flashlight...

i feel empty...

maybe it's because i'm pampered...i dunno...i take my dinners pretty seriously. i like to have good dinners...i really don't care bout breakfast or lunch but dinners really REALLY matter to me...i had economy rice for dinner today...and yesterday...once is bad enough what more twice in a row! i feel so unsatisfied...so empty...*grumble grumble*