Oklar so I'm really bored at work right now. I just wrote the dullest thing in the world...A Ruums KL writeup... Ok, so maybe it's not the dullest thing but I'm really sleepy...So thanks Rin, I took this off your page.

1. What is in the back of your mind right now?
- What I'm gonna do tonight.

2. When was the last time you threw up?
- HAHA! Maybe last week...I won't say why...

3. What’s your favourite curse word?
- I don't believe in curse words. They're all words, just some used in a harsher fashion.

4. Name one person who made you smile this morning?
- Andrew.

5. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
- Taking too long a shower.

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- I was writing Yen a 'panjang-lebar' comment on her blog but then I accidentally closed the page before posting it. I don't plan on writing it again...Sorry girl...The 'emo' was in the moment.

7. If you could marry any celebrity ever who would it be?
- Brandon Boyd. Brooding rock musicians are hott.

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
- No.

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
- "How do you test the test site?"

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
- Lychee...But then that's more of a non-cream based ice thing...I forgot the word for it. Anything chocolate's good.

11. What are you wearing right now?
- Racer back top and a skirt.

12. Last food you ate?
- Nasi goreng ayam.

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- Er...Not that I can think of...No, I don't think so.

14. When was the last time you ran?
- Last week.

15. What’s the last sporting event you watched?
- Haha! I think it was this year's Japan GT. Are Mat Rempit gatherings considered a sporting event?

16. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- Water.

17. Last movie you saw?
- I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry...I know, I know...I'm really outdated...

18. Last person who you sent a message to on myspace
- I don't have myspace.

19. Ever gone camping?
- I don't think so.

20. Were you ever an honor roll student in school?
- Nope.

21. Do you like sushi?
- Love love love it. Yesterday I went for the RedBox Plus opening at Pavilion, they prepared this buffet for the media. They had a sushi bar where you place your order and the chef makes it on the spot for you. Ohhh...Delightful.

22. Do you drink your soda from a straw?
- I try to as much as I can...Don't intend to lose my front teeth to gas.

25. What did your last outgoing text say?
- Something about Stardust.

26. Are you someone’s best friend?
- Erm...I wouldn't know.

27. Where is your mom right now?
- On her way home from work.

28. What color is your watch?
- The one I'm wearing has a rubber purple/gray strap with a fat silver frame around the face.

29. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
- Those bastards stole my friends from me.

30. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
- Of course.

33. What is your birthstone?
- Amethyst.

34. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
- Both but mostly drive thru now. My daily nugget fix goes well with lazing in front of the TV.

35. What does your first memory of your sister/brother involve?
- I really don't know which was first. My childhood memories don't really follow a timeline. I remember when we were still in our Kepong house, we used to sleep in the same room. We had this insanely noisy backdoor neighbour who blasted his radio every night when we were about to sleep. My bro and I used to go up to our window and yell at him to shut up and then we'll run away.

36. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
- Uncertainty.

37. Last phone call?
- That I made or I received?

38. Are you allergic to anything?
- Mushrooms and humidity. They both give me rashes just that one is potentially deadly.

39.Favourite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
- My flip flops.

40. What is one thing you’ve learned about life recently?
- My parents love me. It's something you never stop learning.

41. Are you jealous of anyone?
- Yes...I'm jealous of anyone who has a car.

42. Is anyone jealous of you?
- Er...I really wouldn't know.

43. Do you own an iPod?
- Nope. I wish I did though. HINT!

44. Do any of your friends have children?
- Yup.

45. Do you like anyone right now?
- Sure.

46. What color are your eyes?
- Brown.

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
- Nope.

50. How did you get one of your scars?
- One I got when I almost got stung by a jellyfish. I managed to get out of the water in time but I scraped my elbow on barnacles.

51. Do you enjoy your personality?
- Haha! Sometimes...It's as amusing to me as it is to others. Sometimes not so much coz I can be really quiet when I'm not in the mood...It's as un-amusing to me as it is to others.

52. Are sunsets romantic?
- Yea...Terribly. Depends on the place though

53. Is your school ghetto?
- Nope. Like Erin said, my school is the elite public high school but I guess there were some pretty ghetto personalities there.

54. How’s the weather?
- Can't tell. I'm indoors right now. From the looks of it, glum.

55. Are you easily offended?
- Not really. I like to think that I have a sense of humor.

56. Where’s your favourite vacation spot?
- Genting! Oklar...Maybe not a vacation spot. More like a getaway spot. I'd like any vacation spot that comes with a swanky hotel.

57. What is the best place to get a tattoo?
- Best place to get it done in or best place to get it done on? There's a pretty reputable place in Sungei Wang. Pay a bit more but they have excellent customer service.

58. Have you ever accidentally thought someone was a guy, but they were a girl? Or vice versa?
- Haha! All the freakin time!!

59. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- I bite.

60. Who’s the weirdest person you’ve ever met? What’s so strange about them?
- There was this one guy in my IT class last semester, maybe it's the culture difference. I dunno...He would leech onto one person/group and follow them around as if he was invited. And he'll say the weirdest things. He used to sit next to me and ask endless questions while the lecturer was teaching until I myself couldn't follow what the lecturer was talking about. If I fail, I blame him.

So it's Thursday...

I normally look forward to Thursday coz even though I have to wake up early and attend a full day of classes, I'm comforted by the fact that I have my entire Friday free. I wake up in the afternoon, I eat Maggi Mee for lunch, I laze in front of the TV watching DVD serials and sitcoms, I go out for dinner, I go shopping or yum cha-ing or jogging...I come home late and then sleep till the next morning. That's it...Friday's gone without a care in the world.

It's Thursday now and I'm REALLY not happy...

I have to come in for work tomorrow... =(
Cannot go ladies night whatevers...
Cannot go late night movies...
Cannot go out yum cha...
Cannot stay up till late late late watching Friends...
Sigh...

Anyway, my dad's in Miri till Sunday so I have his car to drive to work with. It's great!! It only takes me about slightly less than an hour to get to work as opposed to an hour and a half when I'm taking public transport and feet. And I arrive at work all fresh and erm...I was about to say cheery but really, I'm still sleepy. Haha!

I wish I had photos here in the office to upload...But I don't...So I'm done...

For the next two months, I am interning at KLue magazine.

I KNOW!! When I got the internship, I was ecstatic. I was beyond ecstatic. I was erm...very very ecstatic? :-Þ

Yesterday was my 1st day. Their office is on Jalan Bukit Bintang and since I don't have a car, my only means of transportation there is the public kind. I guess there are both good things and bad things about public transport.

Yesterday was horrible! I was like this insane noob on the LRT. I didn't know how to push and shove my way through the mass of people, I couldn't arrange myself to reach any poles or seats or whatever-not stuff I could use to stabilize myself. The thing is, if the train is empty, you can stand stable coz there's enough space to spread your legs or whatever. But when the train is packed, there's no leg room, there's no arm room...There's NO room. So yesterday I was falling all over the place. I fell on people, I fell on bags, I stepped on toes and shopping bags...But today was great! I learnt that the only way to get around the KL/PJ working folk is to be selfish. Don't care who's coming on board, make sure you have your space near a pole or those railing strap things...

Anyway, the good thing is, I have to take a 20 minute walk from the Bukit Bintang monorail station to reach the office. At least I'm fulfilling my workout quota coz by the time I'm home from work, I guarantee you I won't find the discipline or the energy to go jogging.

I'm writing this from my desk so, back to work =)

I have stories about places I've been to but I'll tell them when I'm in the mood. So I've been tagged...Sorry I took awhile Ally.


[one] what is your natural hair color?
honestly:- Brown

[two] where was your default picture taken?
honestly:- Erm...The pictures in my header are mostly taken in my room, one in a car, one in Shook, and the other in a home studio

[three] what's your middle name?
honestly:- I don't think I have one

[four] your current relationship status?
honestly:- Don't wanna talk about it

[five] does your crush like you back?
honestly:- What a weird thing to ask

[six] what is your current mood?
honestly:- Restless

[eight] What makes you happy?
honestly:- Good music and a cool breeze

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
honestly:- My choice of clothing

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
honestly:- A polar bear

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
honestly:- There was this one time, nothing happened but if something had happened, I think I would've died...or been seriously injured

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
honestly:- Drink water

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
honestly:- Michael BuBle - Kissing A Fool

[fifteen] who did you copy and paste this from?
honestly:- Ally dear

[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as you?
honestly:- Diane

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
honestly:- Yesterday...I was watching the final few episodes of Winter Sonata

[Eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
honestly:- Yup

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?
honestly:- It'll be awesome if I could do super kung-fu moves...or maybe just fly...or telekinesis

[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
honestly:- The eyes

[twenty-one] what do you usually order from starbucks?
honestly:- Hehe the non-coffee raspberry frap. But now they've changed it to this raspberry blackcurrant tea thing that tastes disgusting...

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret?
honestly:- I can't recall anything now...Haha I guess it's such a big secret that it's kept even from me

[twenty-three] favorite color?
honestly:- Purple...and red...and black

[twenty-four] when was the last time you lied?
honestly:- Just now when I was getting my haircut. It's Nick's off-day today and the guy who cut my hair asked if I came for Nick. I said not really...but I really did go all the way there for Nick. Really.

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
honestly:- Of course! Those old Disney classics are the best...I love Tom & Jerry and Disney's Silly Symphonies.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
honestly:- Chinese tea

[twenty-seven] do you want to learn to speak any other language? if so, what?
honestly:- Ya. I'd love to learn Korean

[twenty-eight] what's your favourite smell?
honestly:- Polo Blue is a damn turn-on

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in ONE word what would it be?
honestly:- Blessed

[thirty] when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
honestly:- Possibly a week ago...Unless hugging myself counts. If it does then, yesterday.

[thirty-one] have you ever been kissed in the rain?
honestly:- I can't remember la. Maybe not heavy rain...Lol I can't remember.

[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?
honestly:- Oddly enough, food and peeing

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
honestly:- Office work but wait la

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
honestly:- The damn Raoul sale not there anymore when I went there fully prepared for some serious purchasing.

[thirty-five] how often do you pray?
honestly:- All the time

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
honestly:- Erm...Not particularly...Who does?

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
honestly:- I have no idea.....Bloom coz in order to get it I'll have to be married to Orlando. Or Bae coz Yong Joon is hotness

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush?
honestly:- Yea I guess so...Unintentionally of course.

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
honestly:- Michelle Branch - Something To Sleep To

I wonder if we ever truly appreciate what we have.

I see something nice, I save up to buy it, I buy it, and then a month later I want something else. Fine, I guess that's materialism. But then if this is an inevitable cycle, it should apply in all other areas of life because life is an intertwining web whereby each movement affects the web as a whole.

There are people who go around saying they want someone to love, they find that someone, and then they do something stupid to lose that someone. Say they get a second chance, the typical expectation would be for them to cherish the moment, to be grateful and just sit down and not cause drama. Then why do they feel it absolutely necessary to carry on creating nonsense? Shouldn't they just be thankful for getting that second chance? Maybe it's human nature to constantly want things you can't have, to be bored with what you already have.

I saw this watch close to a year ago. It was almost as if the watch was made for me. Berry purple colored face, metal straps that collapsed in the most fluid motion, and best of all, it was within my purchasing power. I told myself "I absolutely need to get it". I got the money, went back to the shop 2 weeks later only to find it gone. I was so disappointed. I had the money but it was worthless. Half a year later, I saw the watch at a different shop. I was so excited but yet I hesitated. I didn't know if I wanted it anymore. I went back to the shop multiple times just to look at it, to try it on, but I never bought it. 3 months later the watch was gone...Again. I can't even begin to describe how I felt. It was a mixture of disappointment, relief, loss, depression.

Maybe that's the story of my life. I'll never know what it would've been like to own that watch. Maybe that watch would have finally satisfied my discontent. Maybe a few months down the line i would see another watch i'd like more than that watch and thus the cycle begins again.