*sheepish smile* so i've been lazy to blog...

the past month's been pretty hectic. i realised that the older i get, the more obligations i feel, somewhat, compelled to meet. maybe coz it wouldn't have occured to me to look after certain people's feelings...but now i do...sigh...responsibilities are a biatch.

anyway, on a lighter but still complainey note, i can't seem to win anything! i enter competitions, i enter draws...i don't win crap!!! ally wins lotsa stuff. zeb wins big stuff. everyone gets free tickets to everything. why i don't have wan?! yeesh....and i sooo wanted that Cayman S from the Malaysian Charity Draw....*mumble grumble*

on a much lighter note, the highlight of my month came extremely unexpected. my bro and dad went to Singapore for business. when they came back, my mom and i thought they'd have at least bought back some fun stuff with them but guess what they brought back? kampung chicken eggs. wtf?? anyway, inspite of the grave disappointment, we went along our routinely lives...until a night later. my dad handed me this plastic bag which i opened. *giggle giggle, twirl hair-twirl hair* remember me lamenting bout my lost flashlight? my daddy got me another one!!! it's exactly the same except for the rubber grip handle. hehehe! little joys...

apart from these happening happenings,
the 4hotchiqz have been reunited...
but then we have yet to take a picture of all four of us together...

i finally attended a Mass Comm end-of-semester-ly house party.

we celebrated Ally's 19th birthday!!
girl, you've grown to be beautiful in all aspects of your life. may the Lord continue to bless you and use you not only in your areas of ministry but also in your college, at home, at work, at yam chas, at the movies, at shopping, and anywhere else you frequent. when the road is winding, we will walk it hand-in-hand, building each other up all for the glory of God.


church carnival, a fundraising event for the building of the Calvary Convention Center
i was scheduled to help out at my Lifegroup's t-shirt & knick knacks stall at 1pm. i reached just before 1, managed to shovel in half a personal pizza before running off to the Lifegroup stall. sigh...by the time i got off duty, almost everything was sold out. no more curry laksa. no more paper wrapped chicken. no more Delicious by Ms Read cupcakes. sigh...suppose i'll have to wait till next year...

word of the day: Charlie Chaplin entered a Charlie Chaplin look-alike contest and came in 3rd.

i feel miserable...

this is diet day 3...or day 2...doesn't matter la. i still feel miserable...my diet does not require me to skip meals or avoid certain food groups or even have me eat canned beets for a week. all i need to do is cut down...stop drinking leong cha with sugar, always always order kopi 'o' ice kosong, try to avoid finishing all the rice on my plate, eat more vege than meat, and don't eat anything after 9 to 10pm...that's all...but yet my tummy's protesting...why ar? have i really been eating that much all this while?? no wonder i've been gaining weight...stupid...

i workout every other day now, 40 minutes per day...nothing very strenuous but yet i'm getting hungrier and hungrier.

i can't give up now though. need to shed that extra 5kg plus 1 inch i've put on since the beginning of the year...*yoikes!* aza aza fighting!

i was contemplating whether or not to post this. it's sooo incredibly amusing!!! not very family friendly though but oh well...one way or another la...

*roflmao* this seemingly innocent looking chair-like thing, has got to be the most inventive thing since electric toothbrushes.



seriously, how much lazier can our generation get?

i did read somewhere though that sex helps to burn calories...heh heh heh...

i just finished an assignment that's due tomorrow...

it's nearing 3am and i'm blogging...i've got a freakin long day tomorrow and i'm blogging at 3am...i haven't been blogging regularly for the past 2 months or so and i'm blogging now at 3am...

so you know what's b'zah?
i'm actually proud of my work...the words just flowed *grin*

but you know what else is b'zah?
i'm actually happy after 3 hellish weeks of depression and insecurity...ok lar...not happy "WOOHOO!" happy, but the "i'm actually proud of my work" happy.

but this is really b'zah!
i actually stayed in on a Friday night to change my bedsheets. no shit! i was at Ikano with my mommy that night and we bought a whole bunch of bedsheets from Aussino. NO SHIT! the discounts were insane...!! anyway, i was so excited bout the bedsheets that i stayed in, vaccumed my room, sorted out my dirty clothes, cleaned up my floor...NO SHIT!! i have proof...well, i have proof that i changed my bedsheets la...


but this is insanely b'zah!!
i actually wanted to go to last Sat's youth concert alone. i ended up going with a car-ful of people though...not that they wanted to go with me la. piss a$$es just needed transport...cis bedebah! it's about time for at least one of you to step up and be a man...fetch me! drive me!
so anyway, we reached the concert and i went about taking pictures like i was a pro...having this SLR-like Lumix FZ30 in my hands, i was set...funny how i have no idea what any of the functions mean...not so funny how one of the only pictures that came out nice was this one...and it's off center...and it's of people, not the concert...the hair's amusing as heck though =)


now this is completely b'zah...
i went to a Tangs sale, and bought nothing. i dragged a very reluctant brother into the Island Shop in 1u under the pretense that i wanted him to check out some insane bargains on the men's clothes but really, i wanted to see the heels at Tangs. 50%-70% off a HUGE selection of heels. the whole damn place was a mess of discount tags.......
my bro bought a pair of capris and i bought nothing...stupid....
p/s: that happened on Sunday i think. i went back today and got a cute pair of low-heeled sandal thingies

i lost my flashlight...

drew gave me this really nice LED (i think) flashlight a few weeks back. i thought i put it in the car's glove compartment but when i checked it last week, it wasn't there...where could it be? i did that whole trace-your-steps-back thing but couldn't find it.

sigh...i really liked it...

ever get that feeling of unsatisfaction that when you can't find something you're looking for, you ultimately feel compelled to find other stuff..? i did...i went around my whole house looking for that flashlight and when i couldn't find it, i started randomly rummaging through stuf. i dug through some of my old stuff that i stored and sealed away when i was redecorating my room. i came up with year books, keychains, rings...a Sally bobblehead figurine...

i guess it made me feel a bit better for losing the flashlight...

i feel empty...

maybe it's because i'm pampered...i dunno...i take my dinners pretty seriously. i like to have good dinners...i really don't care bout breakfast or lunch but dinners really REALLY matter to me...i had economy rice for dinner today...and yesterday...once is bad enough what more twice in a row! i feel so unsatisfied...so empty...*grumble grumble*